I challenge you in the politest way possible, to consider the following:
Ask yourself in all sincerity:
Where will I be if I continue down the path I am on?
Will I be making money a year from now if nothing changes?
If you want things to change,(and I believe that you do) then it’s time to make that change.
Right now, this minute, you can make a decision to change your future.
But you must invest in your future if you want it to get better.